We just got back from the doctor to find out the fate of our new little bundle. I am about 10 weeks preggers and our little something is full of life with a strong heartbeat.
The last few weeks have been an incredible time of perspective and dare I say time for a little growth.
Anytime unexpected change comes, I instinctly take on my flight instinct and try to deny any change is taking place at all. And usually it takes a big event/moment/speech to shake me up a bit to rattle my reality-of course thats what happened.
I spent the first few weeks hoping that the Dr. was wrong. How could I care for a 3rd child after I had such a rough start with my boys? I was still wrestling with postpartum depression when we found out and was bewildered on what would become of me adding more pressure/responsibility to the load and then…
this guy from my church died and left his new bride who was pregnant with their first child. He was as far as I could tell in great shape( in his early 30s) and just went to bed not feeling well and never woke up again. I didn’t know the couple well, but I instantly identified that was tragedy.
I have life dwelling inside me! God has gifted Tim and I another child and I was so caught up in circumstances that I completely took for granted how amazing life is even on the worst of days…
My prayers is that my struggles will someday be used for another young mother so that she doesn’t have to learn lessons the hard way like I do everytime I go through something 
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